Christina Aguilera song lyrics seem to be my day’s mood!

NO, I don’t have a job yet, and debt is piling up, fuck Christmas! and my TV is about to blow up, a nice one to not even had a decade, the right side of it is showing a green bar down side, just a matter of time. I doubt my creditors will extend my cards, so much for boxing day sale for new TV, which would be only saving grace there.

So I decided to splurge for dinner/supper, the poor only eat once a day if that, and went for smorg/ buffet at Canadian Chinese restaurant.  I got my satisfaction out of the cream of mushroom soup and salads than the Chinese food or breakfast shit. And more satisfaction and depression all the same sitting all alone observing  people.

"I Am Beautiful", sing it to me now Christina, I can say this, because i observed around me lol. This is what I saw,

If you gonna got out to dine no matter what the establishment dress up you pigs. i saw shirts way to small with fat hanging out, huge obese people way above me, dragging their children to eat a buffet when they clearly should set a better example for them. I saw the other person watching this with a huge gasp look of displeasure on her face, as if no one could see that, learn to mask it, or be a better actor. Even the large have feelings. I saw teenagers pay lunch prices for just dessert and pop, nice nutrition there. 

I listened on others as I had no one to talk to, and it just compares to your own family’s mundane life. I actually laughed when I saw someone else laugh so hard over something with their extended family she snorted. I love a good belly laugh as it is so rare in this world and fucking needed  All in all I did discover I am sick of being alone, it don’t matter what you look like, sound etc.. there can and will be someone out there for you, so here is hoping mine comes along asap !!! I want to sing that song "AIn’t No Other Man" to my man. YES IT"S MY EMO TIME NOW!

 
 
 
 

About DavidSask

Another gay male blogger, this one from small city, Saskatoon, SK. Canada, posting mainly different genres of the latest music. I also post sometimes on movie, book, or gay lifestyle, and last, random stuff from me. My goal is to try and be less negative, I need lots of luck with that one.
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