So I decided to splurge for dinner/supper, the poor only eat once a day if that, and went for smorg/ buffet at Canadian Chinese restaurant. I got my satisfaction out of the cream of mushroom soup and salads than the Chinese food or breakfast shit. And more satisfaction and depression all the same sitting all alone observing people.
"I Am Beautiful", sing it to me now Christina, I can say this, because i observed around me lol. This is what I saw,
If you gonna got out to dine no matter what the establishment dress up you pigs. i saw shirts way to small with fat hanging out, huge obese people way above me, dragging their children to eat a buffet when they clearly should set a better example for them. I saw the other person watching this with a huge gasp look of displeasure on her face, as if no one could see that, learn to mask it, or be a better actor. Even the large have feelings. I saw teenagers pay lunch prices for just dessert and pop, nice nutrition there.
I listened on others as I had no one to talk to, and it just compares to your own family’s mundane life. I actually laughed when I saw someone else laugh so hard over something with their extended family she snorted. I love a good belly laugh as it is so rare in this world and fucking needed All in all I did discover I am sick of being alone, it don’t matter what you look like, sound etc.. there can and will be someone out there for you, so here is hoping mine comes along asap !!! I want to sing that song "AIn’t No Other Man" to my man. YES IT"S MY EMO TIME NOW!